Just when you think you've got it down, just when you think you know what you're doing and where you're going...
Yes, I believe. Yes, I think there's a plan. No, I'm not pompous enough to think that I'll be privy to all of it right now.
But what happens when I don't know what to do and I'm not sure of who I can turn to? This is all uncharted territory for me and I'm afraid the shock will thaw and I'll really feel the weight of this burden.
I'm not trying to be cryptic, but I'm still trying to protect the innocent, if they truly are innocent. If they're not, and are proven guilty... I can already feel one of my walls start to crumble.
I'm thankful that everyone I know and love is healthy, and for the most part, happy. I give thanks to my God for that every day.
I just wasn't prepared for this detour.
Life's a journey though, right? And do all journeys follow a straight line?
Rarely.
Amazing what you take for granted along the way.
Help me to help myself.
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